Life wonderings

Fear is a part of growing up ; I drove late at night alone for the first time and was so fearful but prayed and did it anyways. In hindsight I liked it and will do it again listening to radio singing loudly however I also felt anxiety.

Also was wondering when people do something wrong whether they always apologize with words or with actions.  I think people apologize with actions rather than words but then it is rather difficult to determine if they are actually apologising for what they did and trying to restore a relationship or whether they continue to be arrogant and don’t apologize but ignore what happened and superficially continue.

Plus I can’t stop thinking about, lets call him, Mr USA,
I see him everywhere
When I see photos I see him in them
I keep thinking about him
When will it end?!?!?
Just remember he does not love him I have to get over him
I won’t get a chance with him
Forget him

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So whats new in my life?

Moved on from that old obsessive love of mine ; kind of hard to have a relationship with someone who doesnt notice me.

Been less angry with ppl these days and trying to be more peaceable- being friendly and nonchalant reduces stress and tension.

On the plus side lots of celebrating coming up!

Also got a new admirer but learned that I dont want to be in a relationship as much as I thought : I like my space and independence- cant be too lovy dovy I have too many intellectual assessments to think about.
It’s nice to do my own thing. Maybe I will be mature and ready for a relationship in a few years!